i think she's serious! WHOA OH OH OH OH OH.

in 7 hours time.

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i want to go to the dentist like NOW! ):

oooh subway. lalala.

and you know i wanna ask you to dance right there in the middle of the parking lot

how about a nice picture of something i came across at starbucks?

im fine thank you. :)

such nice people. haha.

ooh ooh my favourite part of blogging nowadays:

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old habits die hard. i love how with everyday that passes, the green grows.

once the red is fully substituted with green, dad says i need to bathe the dog in a mix of dettol and shampoo and then blow dry her and comb her hair out so that its nice and silky. darn haha. but i guess its fine i'll probably do it before bathing for sure. for people who want to get a dog, pray hard that you dont end up with one that is hydrophilic/urine-philic/faeces-philic... she smells literally like shit after she played in excrement.

i dont like the bubble tea auntie at bedok she refused to make me green apple green tea ice blended. for goodness sake just blend the normal drink then charge me more? if the shop at katong can why cant you right? haha. and its not as if im not willing to pay. lol SOMEONE SHOULD GET HER SLOMAN (econs textbook fyi) AND TEACH HER THE PRICE MECHANISM. quantity supplied is dependent on demand you know?! haha think of my argument as supply-induced demand, but the producer and consumers have swapped roles. lol if you dont get it then forget it. haha. maybe aaron is right and i have been studying too much.

eat less & spend less money.

need money. sigh.

protecting your skin from the sun will keep it young and wrinkle free.

DEFAME:

bj lim has paris hilton on his ipod.

hahaha i had fun with him today.

so so much fun. (:

well i guess you wouldnt understand.

this will destroy you.

that black dress from river island. mac nude rose lipstick. apple imac. nippon paint in rustic brown. about a gazillion tees from threadless. anna sui black liquid eyeliner. iluma wedges. heels for prom. clutch from accessorize. a knitted beret. black and white pink floyd raglan. a movie ticket to new moon. flat iron. greenish colored cardigan. navy blue button down sweater. mac liquid foundation with spf 15. plain white tee. adidas or nike non-high cut running shorts. mango black berms. dark denim skinny jeans. bangles in navy or black or brown or gold. faded whitish denim skirt. brown leather belt. plain black or brown watch. creme eyeshadow. maybelline's green line. kohl pencil. a brush kit. corset top. plain navy purple tee. high waisted cotton skirt. minty green concealer. salmon concealer. super huge duffel bag or gym bag. banana boat dark tanning oil. unmentionables. police shades. aldo elvian low boots with buckle. 2010 organiser from paperchase.

selfless faith.

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oh yea, the green is growing. (:

WE HAVE PROGRESS! (:

dear beloved readers of my (awesome noob) blog:

yes, we indeed do have progress. which is really all the Singapore government ever seems to be pushing for. well they also push for a higher legal driving age but thats besides the point.

ANN'S ALEVEL EXAMINATION PROGRESS STATUS:

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this is a very well-needed disclaimer:

i have no obligations to discuss the answers to the papers that i sit for. i appreciate and welcome concern in the form of "so how was the paper?". but to sit around a bondfire and exchange answers like your mum does with recipes at random family gatherings is not going to make me feel happier about a question i got wrong or more depressed about a question i got right. so forgive me for not wanting to stick around after papers if all people talk about is the paper. i just hate it. apologies.

love changes everything.

in 16hours, i'll be outside the school hall, ready to go into the exam for the first time.

well, no i've actually sat for many exams already. and i've sat for many math paper 1s throughout my JC career. somehow tmr still feels like the first time.

reality has sunk in.

its time for my As.

(referring to both the exam and the grades)

today i ate these cookies that had this raspberry filling. crazy sweet. must be something wrong with me. now im drinking buckloads of water to get rid of the taste. guess i'll turn in earlier today. nothing but math on my mind. (well, that and how much i want my life to move on from here)

see you in the morning when this nightmare is over.

i love how you guys dont understand my posts sometimes. its hilarious (well on my part it is).

seriously check back on the 3rd of dec onwards when all the fun begins or else you'd just be caught reading my lame posts where i rant/verbalize my thoughts and post lunatic pictures of myself on crack. wahaha.

she's got the sun blowing through her hair.

yes, this is the world as i see it. albeit only for awhile more. its been a week of productive and unproductive days. today was definitely an unproductive day. novena from 9-5. 4 hours of econs battle, then lunch till 2pm, mainly cause i ate and drank ribena way too slowly. bj ate pineapple rice, again. then we studied outside velocity at the public benches. i dont mind the heat but we were just too braindead i guess. and there were smokers in the area. cigarette smoke induces vomitting in me. had the same problem on monday while studying at eastpoint starbucks. anw went popular to buy paper and con hanxian of his money. (:

walk home under the rain was dreadful. i still hate the rain. doubt a day will come that i'll enjoy wet weather, or really anything wet. walked under the lightning. all because someone didnt hang up the house phone so no calls could get through for an umbrella. didnt eat my dinner that dad bought for me. so currently theres a footlong subway in the fridge waiting for me. its tmr's and mondays meal. frugal times.

oh yes, and my absolutely final followup appointment with my doctor is officially over. 2 things i remembered from that 1 hour at CGH, firstly that im going to be in some medical research journal, and secondly that my doctor asked me out for dinner. which was weird, but nevertheless sounded appealing to frugal me. of course i never went for dinner with him.

and i finally had my dinner with emi. it was insightful.

thats all that happened this week. really, you shouldnt be reading my blog. nothing cool ever happens here anymore. check back on the 3rd of december. thats when all the fun begins. well my fun not your fun at least.

ignorance is your new best friend.

just turn back the clock and erase everything.

everything i've done. everything thats gone wrong.

i've changed much over the years. why do i feel that who i am now is what people wanted me to be but not who i really am?

feel so out of my own skin.

i miss who i used to be. i miss being able to feel so carefree. i miss those times where my back wasn't laden with burdens.

i really want a redo. more than ever.

but yea, thats not possible is it.

one thing i've realised is that God can somehow take the crap in my life, and transform it into something sweet. well, He's done it before. i believe He can do it again.

eager to see how this turns out.

%$#@#^ THIS; i hate this bad day.

just forget that which was unpleasant.